Trust me. 

said the vibes,

making pseudo aura.

left me with awry tenor.

Trust me.

said the beautiful meadows of daffodils,

looking embarrassed, it shrivelled

as autumn came.

Trust me.

said the stars,

they set off at dawn.

trust me.

said my psyche,

“NO” screamed my guts.

It held back from leaving the world. 

Trust me.

said hope.

been hoping ever since.

“hope kills” is what some say,

“just hope” is what others say.

Trust me.

said people.

this time not being a glaikit,

I said, trust me. 

I’m tired and hopeless, 

a shrivelled flower, 

a faded star and

losing myself.

here I am, chaotic.

For once,

trust me,

leave me alone.

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